Friends, please hold me in your Light
As I struggle between two worlds.
The message my angels gave me --
A date on a calendar --
A vision of grace and butterflies --
The songs my bird guardians sang --
The doctors’ prognosis --
My friends giving us money and food --
My heart, too strong to stop beating,
But too weak to sit by the water’s edge.
Death is ignoring all that.
My earth-bound ‘committee’ is shaming me with all that.
And my faith has been chased away by all that.
Friends, please hold me in your Light
As I struggle between two worlds.
To learn the new language my angels are speaking;
To understand that Death ignores calendars, but so does Love;
That this universe holds fear and demons as well as grace and butterflies
And maybe you can’t have one without the other;
To hear the higher frequency of the bird songs;
To know doctors are humans
Which sometimes means basically clueless;
That I haven’t taken from my friends,
I’m just not too good at receiving;
That this heart gives me another day to be with Marilyn
And another day to forgive myself all these struggles
And another day to be very angry, and very sad, and very afraid
…and then to eat some chocolate
…and remember all the cakes I baked
…and all the love I’ve given
And have faith in your faith when I can’t find mine.
-- from Lovey May 8
9 comments:
Holding you in the Light...
...and dark chocolate :):)
-- meganthemegan
Sending you Love and Energy and Light!-Donna & Hazel
Lovey,
Wishing you love. Wishing you peace. Wishing you more love.
Love, Miki
forgive yourself first
and know you are held in all of our love
you are loved, Lovey
giving and receiving are the same
God has her own timetable
we are all grateful for every day we have with you...
please be at peace with yourself...
I love you very much
Laura r.
Lovey,
I send love and light.
Peace and openess.
I hold you in the light with open arms.I send you flight, light, and the joyful rhythm of countless butterfly wings.
Yo
Lovey!
You are an amazing angel and I think of you and hold you in my thoughts and prayers, everyday, every single day.
Love,
Martha
I know you've heard the adage: If you want to see God laugh tell God your plans.
My heart is with you as you struggle with having to stay in this phase of existence longer than you planned.
Maybe it's like finding a new partner--you aren't looking for someone but there she appears, whether you're ready or not.
Maybe this is another lesson in patience.
At the least I know that Marily is glad to have you here for a little longer and so is my Laura.
Love A
According to Rumi, "Death is our wedding with eternity."
Lovey if you've been left at the altar than I know you'll find a new lover soon...
Whoops, Marilyn, this is only figurative!
bett
And God said: "Let there be light, and He
(or She, or Whatever you want to call it! Doesn't matter to me. Blah, blah, blah... :-)
saw that IT was good...
Don't fear the light. Love ya Lovey. Hang in there! We're with ya all the way! 8-}
Robbie R.
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